I wish you loved me...

Sep 29, 2004 22:53

So I'm going home this weekend. That knowledge is one of the only things that's getting me through this week. There's so much to do and so little time.

Yeah, so I can't wait to sleep in my own bed and go to sleep to MY music. Enough said.

Last night was the last time I'm going to let myself cry before falling asleep. I shouldn't have to deal with this.

In other news, I observed my first class today for education class. It was a music theory class, and the teacher seemed really nice. Do I look forward to driving across town every time I need to go, though? No. Speaking of driving, my car's messed up. Something's wrong with the taillights and the lights on the dashboard. Not good. So I have to wake up early to go to take my car over there. Joy, oh, joy. Plus my computer is still screwed up. I think I'm going to have to send it back to Dell or something. I've done all I can do...I had to REINSTALL WINDOWS, and it's STILL not working right. Gah.

For all of you folks back at home that are wondering about any love life...let your mind wander elsewhere. I haven't found Ms. Right here, either. Kind of sad, I know. I think I'm going to be single for the rest of my life. Seriously. The chances of me finding true love don't look promising. I always get so close to getting a girlfriend, and it always gets messed up. I'm never going to love and have that love returned. Oh, well. C'est la vie.

Sometimes I like it here, but other times I just want to leave. Sometimes I feel alone. At the same time, it kind of feels good to be alone. That way, I don't have to be taken out of my comfort zone.

Save me...

<3 Luke
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