So long for now.
I am taking a break from everything.
I know I said it before, but, once again, my life is crazy times ten.
There's a lot on my mind right now - mostly in this order.
1. college - registration, dorm, money, schedule, etc
2. going to nj by bus
3. summer festivals / shows
4. getting a job / money
5. friends fighting with friends
6. family
and so on and so on
and finally, at the bottom of my list.....
34892795524390154. relationships / love
Lately, I've been thinking about how I could be a better person, being smarter, having more modivation, better singer / songwriter, self esteem, and being healthy.
As of right now, I'm not pleased with myself - my position in this world and the shape of my family.
I'm starting to realize:
*Books are cool
*I hate poisoning myself, because I get really sick, and throwing up for an hour is not fun
*I love my mom and my half-brother. That's my family - that's all I have. Sometimes we fight and argue, but no family is perfect.
(except the Brady Bunch - they could solve problems in a matter of 30 minutes )
*ALL my friends are family as well, and never forget the memories we shared, we'll always make more too.
*Losing my father wasn't such a big lost. Dead or alive, he has no effect whatsoever on me.
As of today, there are 70 more days left until I turn 18. - September First.
If my registration works out well, I'll be starting college on my birthday, with Kyle and Bryan - two of my greatest friends.
Growing up is hard, but so is shooting a gun with no bullets. - Unless you're McGuyver (sp)
To the kids at Nutley High graduating this Tuesday. - Congratulations.
Even though there's one less person graduating with you, I'm still part of the Class of 2003.
Wherever you go in September, I wish you the best. See you in the summer nights.
To my Texas amigos y amigas.
Mucho gracias. You were the ones that made my stay worthwhile. I won't forget you. I'll be back,hopefully with a band to rock out at Trenton Point.
To my 3 nooners, you know who you are. - I love you guys !!!
Pictures have a thousand words, but memories last forever.
Tuesday, July First = Nutley, NJ.
This is THE summer.
Over and out - John
I know I said it before, but, once again, my life is crazy times ten.
There's a lot on my mind right now - mostly in this order.
1. college - registration, dorm, money, schedule, etc
2. going to nj by bus
3. summer festivals / shows
4. getting a job / money
5. friends fighting with friends
6. family
and so on and so on
and finally, at the bottom of my list.....
34892795524390154. relationships / love
Lately, I've been thinking about how I could be a better person, being smarter, having more modivation, better singer / songwriter, self esteem, and being healthy.
As of right now, I'm not pleased with myself - my position in this world and the shape of my family.
I'm starting to realize:
*Books are cool
*I hate poisoning myself, because I get really sick, and throwing up for an hour is not fun
*I love my mom and my half-brother. That's my family - that's all I have. Sometimes we fight and argue, but no family is perfect.
(except the Brady Bunch - they could solve problems in a matter of 30 minutes )
*ALL my friends are family as well, and never forget the memories we shared, we'll always make more too.
*Losing my father wasn't such a big lost. Dead or alive, he has no effect whatsoever on me.
As of today, there are 70 more days left until I turn 18. - September First.
If my registration works out well, I'll be starting college on my birthday, with Kyle and Bryan - two of my greatest friends.
Growing up is hard, but so is shooting a gun with no bullets. - Unless you're McGuyver (sp)
To the kids at Nutley High graduating this Tuesday. - Congratulations.
Even though there's one less person graduating with you, I'm still part of the Class of 2003.
Wherever you go in September, I wish you the best. See you in the summer nights.
To my Texas amigos y amigas.
Mucho gracias. You were the ones that made my stay worthwhile. I won't forget you. I'll be back,hopefully with a band to rock out at Trenton Point.
To my 3 nooners, you know who you are. - I love you guys !!!
Pictures have a thousand words, but memories last forever.
Tuesday, July First = Nutley, NJ.
This is THE summer.
Over and out - John