Saddy sad sad panda
So I think things are over with Mark and I, far more prematurely than I would have liked. It's quite disappointing actually and I don't think anyone except me knew how much I liked him. Some of the problem was that I didn't show him that. Another part was my aversion to rushing into a relationship, which I thought was sensible. But both of us have so many things to wory about at the moment that we neglected one another a little. Can't help hoping he'll realise his mistake and change his mind. But that's never happened before.