May 15, 2005 03:26
This world is so full of crap. It really is. We have a million problems. Every one of us.
I'm tired. Of living. I got drunk tonight hoping that the alcohol might just slow my heart down enought to stop it on it's own.
I wish I could get murdered so that no ne has to go to jail.
There is nothing here that suggests I exists. There is nothing here that lets me branch out and by myself. I will never be allowed to sit back nd watch a whole preduction. I'm ready to stop. I don't like politics. I don't like that I'm blamed for things that other people take for granted without realizing.
I hate being the one to point it out, when so many have obviously never caught it.