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like really... ud think id be pleased that my mind is confuzed between 3 guys... 2 from work and then trevor... but ...no cuase its not like i can date ne of them.. but i dont wanan date ne one right now.. but dude.. my heads nuts.. right now my heads all on this one guy fromw work... whos alil older.. but not too old ..but tis just hot... but like hes all waitin til i turn 18.. i dont wanna say how old he is..just early 20s... um yeah ...he is just hot and mature and its awesome and hes all playful and i wanted to make out with him so badly.. but i didnt and he was hintin it but i didnt get it til like after work.. fucker.. and i donno when ill see him again... i just want to kiss him thats all cause more would be bad... but i dotn want him to meet my sister shes like an older version of me ..but shes like taken.. i was complaining to him that he cant like my sister.. hes like ok ok..she wont like him ne ways.. then theres alex at work.. i didnt really pay attentionto him.. but i mean he has a girlfriend.. he did something really nice though.. he saw i was walkin abck and forth to the kitchen a whole lot... and hes like need help so he brought my salt and pepper stuff in and got my creamer... i was behind cause older boy n i took a lot of unofficial breaks and he had 2 tables so i was helpin him... but i still like alex but since older boy was there and i like him more and hes funner i stayed by him...umm i donno i was really pissed that i didnt kiss him last night but im over it now... oh man trevor.. i dont think im gonna see him til like oct ..def thanks givin but thats so far away... i got my senior pics theyre not thatbad... thats good... ill shutup about boys soon.. its just that like i got single and then all these boys came into my life to mess up my already busy head... im so bored im gonna go find somethign to do..peace