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hey...im in a down mood right now it sux...im scared...im so independent it makes me sick...like i just realized i trust absolutely no one.. so dont take it personal.. i dont trust one person fully... i hate it...i thought i like trusted atleast my sister or ash or paul but i dont think i am and it makes me sick...my mind is like they can hurt u easily..they would never hurt me though..its like im fightin with myself..im so confuzed with my feelings...my wall is so thick..that like i have inide me.. i dont let ne one in...im sooo protective over myself...im terrified of gettin hurt and i have no idea why...its like i odnt have control over myself anymore..i dont know who i am...i thought i found myself like at a point of my life about 6 months ago.. but im wrong..i get close to people and i psuh them away...period its what i do..and if i dont i just keep secrets and tell ppl im fine and happy all the time so i dont have to get hurt...
i dont feel like writin more so i will later
i dont feel like writin more so i will later