Feb 11, 2007 09:32
This is so dated, i still remember AltoidZ, my first screen name of the late nineties. haha.
So in conclusion not everyone can be anonymous all of the time. I'm not saying I want credit or my good deeds or anything...hell nooo, hello.
I like my new job, I work for a non for profit organization doing graphics/video editing/brainstorming/etc. I am the braintrust.
I like working so much it's hard to take a break under the flourescent lights thus forgetting to eat and consequentially headaching myself into lower endorphin release.
Yesterday I e-mailed almost every irregular choice boutique looking for these shoes...they are works of art! Usually I wouldn't disclose such a fashion secret, haha, but I don't think anyone would go after that one. Instead of going to prom, I bought myself a pair of $300 shoes. How useful. Now if that isn't frivolous and rationalized, than I don't know.
Also I guess I was waiting for the "right person" to make it a fun "night to remember" or whatever bullshit and they didn't come into my life until too late, who's to blame.
As of now Eric and I have to be moved into an apartment by the end of March because his parents think they are going to somehow sell the house. I bet my chickens it won't be sold until well after we both move.
We have to leave our nest and make something work, maybe a little studio with a minimalistic panache of style, hopefully somewhere not in the confines of a hicktown.
The other flaw is that I once again will have to relocate at the end of August or assume the title of college drop out. Which is bullshit, dropping out pertains to failing/some sort of tiff/etc while I am a volunteer of the sort.
My elders parents sometimes cause internal conflict.
Last to arrive, first to leave. Eric tells me that it takes 30 days to break a habit. I have started. I dislike peeling eggs... a necessary evil. Just because you don't see someone doing something doesn't mean they haven't done it, once again talk about being taken for granted. Especially in the culinary field. (ME)
Marissa.com. I will start selling designs soon and keep to the simple philosophy of the white t- the zen.
I plan to use the "profit" for a good cause, possibly for mural supplies for Eric and I to better the community, or to adopting a mammal from the humane society, if I could for the democratic Presidential campaign of a certain Misses former first lady.
I feel strongly about my beliefs and will make the art of advertising into my every day routine.
Anyone who thinks that the population is not ready to accept a woman, minority, or anyone different into office is partially correct which is why change must start now.
Or else I will have no choice but to expedite myself.
People are what they stand for. Now why hasn't the prison/jail system changed in over 60 years? Is it that the prison system is America's new slavery, biggest coropration, and fastest way to keep the untouchable people medicated and dare i say ... zombied ? (thorazine, reduction, etc.)
Why haven't scientologists been shut down? Clearly the most well established cult since the 60s, after Jonestown, anyone who speaks out against this group is persecuted for life. They've even infiltrated the CIA.
Yes this is America and we are entitled to "free speech" but this dangerous thinking and literal hypnosis are going to damage the already un-united mass.
Alfred Hitchcock rules my sheltered little world and if anyone has found me unapproachable in the past year it's because no one has approached me, goodbye.