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So I SWEAR I'm still alive. This summer... has totally fallen short of my expectations. In every single facet imaginable. I expected many lazy hours sunbathing and obtaining a killer tan. I have yet to visit the beach even one time. I am almost as white as Steve, which thoroughly sucks. I expected to lose at least twenty five pounds, and barely lost seven (despite the hours and hours of strength and conditioning for pre-season volleyball and the nearly perfect diet...). I expected to save a lot of money and buy a car before school starts. I saved already something like 600 dollars this summer and I have one month left, but my parents are reluctant to help me buy a car because they just paid for my Mom's new '06 Hyundai Sonata V6 fully loaded in cash and my sister's tuition is due (they pay cash for everything). So I am still carless. Although truth be told, I owe my sister my life for her benevolence in allowing me to peruse her car basically as if it were my own. I've been working non-stop, and almost for no reason. My friends have been virtually inaccessible this summer between shore houses and smoking pot. I feel really left behind by my friends this summer. Thank the lord for my baby... my Jason. Steve, Anthony, Dan, Robyn, Neesha, and Jamie Heck can live for actually TRYING to contact me. The AP Biology packet has been started, but only half-heartedly. The three summer reading books for AP English have not been bought yet. I'm a slacker.
Steve and Anthony have been my solace these past few weeks. I love you both for everything you have done to help me.
This fucking monsoon outside... terrible.
This afternoon at the movie theater with babe... amazing.
This splitting headache I have...painful.
This incessant craving for a huge bowl of chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream... exasperating.
This summer... awful.
Seester, Hortense, Cookie, Steve, Anthony, Jason, Dan, Neesha, Robyn, and Jamie can live. I love you.