Darla's first entry_dedicated to the one and only Angelous

Feb 14, 2005 17:31

Hello ladies and gentlemen and welcome to my live journal. Some of you may have already heard of me if you know my love, ANGELOUS. I am the infomous Darla, soulmate to Angelous. This journal is for you my dear you have now got access into my life once again.
Where to begin.....i know ..... life sucks. While my disfunctional family have been nothing but horrible to me in keeping me stressed out, excluding my lovable aunt and uncle Vicki and Randy, i have been in a mental hospital twice in the past 7 months. My poor delusional brother and mom are in jail and i live with the most cheerful man in the world. I hate it. I'm going back to school this spring or fall for either nursing or physical therapy.
I have since calmed my ways and can't wait to become whole again. I no longer fancy myself with drugs, in which i have been strung out on quite horribly in the past. However, I am clean now and plan to keep it that way if i am to ever reconcile in ways you couldn't possbly understand. And in answer to your question that means my relashionship with you as well Angelous, but you are not my main concern. This may come as a surprise to you. For once you are not the center of my universe. However, you are up there.
My main concern is me and trying to keep myself intact. Since computers are not my favorite electonic in the world i debated about doing this but i decided i needed to share my life with someone. well i hope you enjoy my first entry.
To anyone who will listen,Amanda Samples is my name, the game is my game.
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