A Heavy Heart
For years I halfed my heart, turning this way and that, praying for resolution.
It seems I'm always ahead of myself. I can see my life playing out right before my very eyes. I look to the future for hope, some recollection of a new day. Thinking to myself I come to realize this world is not what my heart truly desires. It comes to pass that in these days I am burdened with unpleasantries. I take them into myself for fear of not having them. Even though they tear into my soul I keep them by my side. With keyboard in lap I sit here in anguish. My heart hopes that one day I will find what I seek and long to have in my life......... True Love.
I thrive on peace and harmonious things. The beauty of it counts as all things do. My faith that one day it will all be complete and I will search no more is what leads me through each and everyday. I know there's more to it than that which is my faith that.
I feel hopelessly lost, but with each day getting warmer and brighter I fell the need to do something. I feel summer coming and sparks within me start to fly. I keep saying "This is my time". Life is and can be good or even great. I won't give in to evil. I refuse to put myself through that. I just hope it's not to late to reconcile my differences. I long to have the chance I deserve to be with my true love and have what rightfully belongs to me......... happiness. I know it's in me to succeed. If only I have had what I needed from those who claim they love me. They don't show it. Only he does. The man in my thoughts and dreams. He's still protecting me.
This is my truth. It is what I have become so fond of. All I have are thoughts and images of a new world.
While I struggle to find my way to the right place with the right people......... I wait for my Love in the place that's perfect for me.
It seems I'm always ahead of myself. I can see my life playing out right before my very eyes. I look to the future for hope, some recollection of a new day. Thinking to myself I come to realize this world is not what my heart truly desires. It comes to pass that in these days I am burdened with unpleasantries. I take them into myself for fear of not having them. Even though they tear into my soul I keep them by my side. With keyboard in lap I sit here in anguish. My heart hopes that one day I will find what I seek and long to have in my life......... True Love.
I thrive on peace and harmonious things. The beauty of it counts as all things do. My faith that one day it will all be complete and I will search no more is what leads me through each and everyday. I know there's more to it than that which is my faith that.
I feel hopelessly lost, but with each day getting warmer and brighter I fell the need to do something. I feel summer coming and sparks within me start to fly. I keep saying "This is my time". Life is and can be good or even great. I won't give in to evil. I refuse to put myself through that. I just hope it's not to late to reconcile my differences. I long to have the chance I deserve to be with my true love and have what rightfully belongs to me......... happiness. I know it's in me to succeed. If only I have had what I needed from those who claim they love me. They don't show it. Only he does. The man in my thoughts and dreams. He's still protecting me.
This is my truth. It is what I have become so fond of. All I have are thoughts and images of a new world.
While I struggle to find my way to the right place with the right people......... I wait for my Love in the place that's perfect for me.