Holla
So........was in PR again, wasn't quite as much fun this round. Non-the-less was a beautiful thing to uplift myself from the rut I've been in and leave town for a few days. Had a nice walk out at Ridley Island......managed to bang up my knee pretty good slippin on the seaweed stuck to the rocks by the ocean tho. Lost my beach feet I guess, I remember climbin' around lots on rocks like that as a youngster and never having any problems. Anyways; again there is a new guy in my life. He's not exactly the man i pictured myself with when i dream, but have been feeling feelings about him.......which scares me senseless. I suppose I'm a little more jaded then I realized. Even tho he's been the sweetest guy in the world so far....all I'm expecting is hurt. I know I have to be careful about feeling that way because i don't wanna wreak something good by being defensive or jealous where I shouldn't be. Then again with my track record maybe I should be being careful. I don't need the stress of love again. Sigh. Tis life.