Aug 02, 2006 10:11
well for the past couplke days I've been slowly printing off all my old entries ( and all the comments) and today I've started deleting the old ones.. there are still a couple i couldn't bring myself to delete but i think I've done away with about 60 so far..
so much history gone and for that i am glad..
the majority of these posts have been about boys yes boys because i have yet to fall in love with a man..
what can i say
i have actually yet to fall in love I've just found something i liked and acted..
that's the sad part
but i guess you *points* would understand that more than anyone huh? *sigh*
it was funny reading old posts and comments (you know teej i think you're the closest i've ever come to love maybe it's there maybe it's not but meh it prolly will never have to be put to the test huh nanimo is pretty far awaay..) and some of the things he wrote back made me sad because i twas to you not him..
oh well
all's well that ends well..
I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna be living in yorkton till next summer then I'm gonna try and get a job up in northern alberta...
get away
then in the fall come back and try and be a RCMP...
pretty crazy huh guyz
on a different note this weekend is connect and i have gas ticket and "eXtra" money lol
but conrad isn't sure if he can afford to goh...
but if he does I'm totally only gonna bring a small tent lol and attack him..
that would be crazy going out with my old babysitter but could be fun
and that's all i need to worry about now having fun for once in my life
no stupid strings or attachments or hearts on the line
fuck that because I've broken to many and never really been affected either way
heartless..
maybe
lovez yah all
Brianna Banana