All my lifes been wasted..Chasing shallow dreams...
wow. ok. so I am just sitting here waiting for Jenn and Lauren to come over. <3333 I love those girls so damn much and I cant wait to see them!!!! it's been way too long. Today I went to the mall with Cin and Chris..that was an adventure let me tell you. Chris had to exchange like every damn thing he got for christmas. I plan on NEVER going shopping with him again.
I feel like shit. I dont know why. Do you ever have those days when you feel like a complete fuck up? well I do right now and it sucks. I feel like my whole god damn family is after me. My brother is being a complete asshole and I hate it. I love him and everything but I hate him A LOT of times because he can be the biggest dick EVER. I dont know what I'd do without my sister because she is the only one who really ever makes me feel better. Yeah, we fight a lot and shit but she does a lot for me. My dad is pissed at me for who the hell knows what reason. and my mom...well my mom really didnt do anything but ive been a bitch to her because everyone else is pissing me off and I do feel bad.
Ive gotten invited to so many different things for New Years and I dont know what I want to do. I really wanna go down the Harbor because it is the 2nd best place to be in the country on new years. Of course NYC is 1st. But its awesome and I'd love to go down there. But yeah, I dont know.
Rachel is in New York and I miss her like whoa!! I want her to come back...now. right now. I cant wait til she comes down here for spring break! it's gonna be crazy fun. let me tell ya!!
Ok, well I am going to go get ready. I <3 you all.
I feel like shit. I dont know why. Do you ever have those days when you feel like a complete fuck up? well I do right now and it sucks. I feel like my whole god damn family is after me. My brother is being a complete asshole and I hate it. I love him and everything but I hate him A LOT of times because he can be the biggest dick EVER. I dont know what I'd do without my sister because she is the only one who really ever makes me feel better. Yeah, we fight a lot and shit but she does a lot for me. My dad is pissed at me for who the hell knows what reason. and my mom...well my mom really didnt do anything but ive been a bitch to her because everyone else is pissing me off and I do feel bad.
Ive gotten invited to so many different things for New Years and I dont know what I want to do. I really wanna go down the Harbor because it is the 2nd best place to be in the country on new years. Of course NYC is 1st. But its awesome and I'd love to go down there. But yeah, I dont know.
Rachel is in New York and I miss her like whoa!! I want her to come back...now. right now. I cant wait til she comes down here for spring break! it's gonna be crazy fun. let me tell ya!!
Ok, well I am going to go get ready. I <3 you all.