And The Beat Goes On.
I havn't updated in a while. I just havn't really wanted to. I don't really feel like doing it right now, but i'm kind of bored just sitting around alone at home. Well last weekend on Saturday evening i was feeling horrible. I just felt all down and miserable for no reason at all really. It was just a mood. So I called my Melly and she came right over to my house at like 11:30 at night and we stayed up and talked and ate ice cream out of the box together and just laughed and had fun. I fell asleep at about 4 in the morning, but my Melly stayed up untill 6 - of course. I swear she never sleeps. Then she went home because she had to go to church, but then we went out and saw Chronicles of Narnia together at around 10:00 in the evening. I swear she's my lifeling. I don't know what i would do without her.
She and her boyfriend are having trouble. He's just being overbearing and she has a hard time talking to him now. I'm trying to help her out as much as i can, but i really can't do much and it's her relationship not mine so i don't feel like i should be interfering. Oh well.
I really want to start riding again. Maybe in Febuary or March i will be able to. I'll just cross my fingers and pray.
I need to go Christmas shopping. Kell's going today with some of her friends. And tonight dad is going to a party so i get to watch Kris. But that's cool with me. We always have fun together when it's just him and me.
I really want to start writing seriously, but i don't really know what to write about and whenever i start i feel like what i'm writing is stupid. I'll come up with something. I'm sure.
Overall i've been happy.
I used to want to be a publisher and an editor, but the idea of doing those things never really got me excited and egar to start doing it someday. And now i know why. I never really wanted to do those things. They were just things that kind of made sense because i love to read so much. But now i know what i really want to do. I wanna be a Psychologist of some kind. It's a part of my personality and something that i think i've always wanted to do in my heart of hearts. Help someone help themselves. The idea of doing it just makes me ready giddy with excitement. I know it's hard work and sometimes more often than not it's trying on you both mentally and emotionally, but i want to do it. I feel like it's something i was ment to do. Hopefully it will work out. And then when i get older and burned out maybe i will be able to open my own bookshop. Melissa and i have it all worked out. She'll have a little cafe in my little bookshop and there will be a big fireplace and overstuffed couches and chairs. It makes me nostalgic just thinking about it. Like drinking from glass coke bottles or cooking from scratch. Yummmy. I wanna take a culingary class too. There's just so much to do! hehe.
Wow. I guess i did have some stuff to say.
I Love Country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and i finally got an apointment with Mrs. Morgan. It's been forever since i asked for one but she called me down on thursday and we talked for a while and made another apointment for after Christmas break. She really is an amazing counsler. She's just so easy to talk to.
Kisses~!
She and her boyfriend are having trouble. He's just being overbearing and she has a hard time talking to him now. I'm trying to help her out as much as i can, but i really can't do much and it's her relationship not mine so i don't feel like i should be interfering. Oh well.
I really want to start riding again. Maybe in Febuary or March i will be able to. I'll just cross my fingers and pray.
I need to go Christmas shopping. Kell's going today with some of her friends. And tonight dad is going to a party so i get to watch Kris. But that's cool with me. We always have fun together when it's just him and me.
I really want to start writing seriously, but i don't really know what to write about and whenever i start i feel like what i'm writing is stupid. I'll come up with something. I'm sure.
Overall i've been happy.
I used to want to be a publisher and an editor, but the idea of doing those things never really got me excited and egar to start doing it someday. And now i know why. I never really wanted to do those things. They were just things that kind of made sense because i love to read so much. But now i know what i really want to do. I wanna be a Psychologist of some kind. It's a part of my personality and something that i think i've always wanted to do in my heart of hearts. Help someone help themselves. The idea of doing it just makes me ready giddy with excitement. I know it's hard work and sometimes more often than not it's trying on you both mentally and emotionally, but i want to do it. I feel like it's something i was ment to do. Hopefully it will work out. And then when i get older and burned out maybe i will be able to open my own bookshop. Melissa and i have it all worked out. She'll have a little cafe in my little bookshop and there will be a big fireplace and overstuffed couches and chairs. It makes me nostalgic just thinking about it. Like drinking from glass coke bottles or cooking from scratch. Yummmy. I wanna take a culingary class too. There's just so much to do! hehe.
Wow. I guess i did have some stuff to say.
I Love Country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh and i finally got an apointment with Mrs. Morgan. It's been forever since i asked for one but she called me down on thursday and we talked for a while and made another apointment for after Christmas break. She really is an amazing counsler. She's just so easy to talk to.
Kisses~!