dont blame yourself, it was everyone around you that made you act this way...
Made a treck back to the 3-1-3rd for a little extended weekend last weekend. I got home Friday around 10 ( i got suckered into playing volleyball at 3 :) ) and went to Mandy's and saw her for the first time since Christmas. I forget how much I miss that girl. She looks good. Then we met up with Lyss and Frany (who I also hadn't seen since xmas and who was also looking amazing) and went to eastside to see Tina and hang out for a bit.
Saturday was my brother's graduation. I cannot believe he's graduated. The graduation wasn't really as boring as I expected, however, Mr. Motter did give the exact same speech word for word that he gave at our graduation. I also got to see my whole family which was nice I guess. I always get the feeling that some of them don't like me because I went away to school and really get to see the family much but there's really nothing I can do. I choose to go away and if they're going to feel the way they do I really can't do anything about it because I'm not coming home. I did get to see Aunt Karen, Dan, Grandma and Megan though and I missed them so much. Megan is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I cannot wait until she gets older and we can start to have the relationship that my Aunt Karen and I have. She's a year and a half and she's already so smart and so good and so funny and so active I love it. She makes me smiling just thinking about her :). After graduation we went to applebees in Dearborn and had the worst service ever. I wanted to blow the place up. Tina and I spent most of saturday evening dying our hair for good or for worse who knows but it's done now so I'll have to deal w/ being Eminem's clone for a while. Saturday night I went to Ryan's grad party for a while. It was good to see him and everyone else. I saw Patricia. She looked so good. I miss her. As I was leaving the Valeri's my dad mentioned buying me a tattoo on Sunday and naturally I got really excited and spent the next 3 hours deciding what I wanted and where I wanted it and eventually I found two things online I liked and Tina brilliantly combined the two things and as of 3 oclock on Sunday, I had my first tattoo. My explanation will do the tattoo no justice but I'll try my best. It's a sun in the background with a moon infront of it. It looks so good. Larry did such a good job on it. The best part of it all is that my parents bought it for me because I'm "doing so well in school." Whatever, I got a free tattoo out of the situation :).
Going to Cedar Point this weekend with Mark and Jess and I hear that Jen might be coming and I'm stoked. We're going for two days and Shannon and Tina are meeting us there Sunday. It's going to be huge.
For the first time since 7th grade, I'm not going to be with Lindsey on or near her birthday. I'm taking complete blame for this situation because, well honestly, it is my fault, however there's really not much I can do about it. It just sucks is all...and I know she's upset about the situation, however, I also know that she won't let it ruin her weekend which is all I can ask for I guess.
Just be careful please...
Saturday was my brother's graduation. I cannot believe he's graduated. The graduation wasn't really as boring as I expected, however, Mr. Motter did give the exact same speech word for word that he gave at our graduation. I also got to see my whole family which was nice I guess. I always get the feeling that some of them don't like me because I went away to school and really get to see the family much but there's really nothing I can do. I choose to go away and if they're going to feel the way they do I really can't do anything about it because I'm not coming home. I did get to see Aunt Karen, Dan, Grandma and Megan though and I missed them so much. Megan is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I cannot wait until she gets older and we can start to have the relationship that my Aunt Karen and I have. She's a year and a half and she's already so smart and so good and so funny and so active I love it. She makes me smiling just thinking about her :). After graduation we went to applebees in Dearborn and had the worst service ever. I wanted to blow the place up. Tina and I spent most of saturday evening dying our hair for good or for worse who knows but it's done now so I'll have to deal w/ being Eminem's clone for a while. Saturday night I went to Ryan's grad party for a while. It was good to see him and everyone else. I saw Patricia. She looked so good. I miss her. As I was leaving the Valeri's my dad mentioned buying me a tattoo on Sunday and naturally I got really excited and spent the next 3 hours deciding what I wanted and where I wanted it and eventually I found two things online I liked and Tina brilliantly combined the two things and as of 3 oclock on Sunday, I had my first tattoo. My explanation will do the tattoo no justice but I'll try my best. It's a sun in the background with a moon infront of it. It looks so good. Larry did such a good job on it. The best part of it all is that my parents bought it for me because I'm "doing so well in school." Whatever, I got a free tattoo out of the situation :).
Going to Cedar Point this weekend with Mark and Jess and I hear that Jen might be coming and I'm stoked. We're going for two days and Shannon and Tina are meeting us there Sunday. It's going to be huge.
For the first time since 7th grade, I'm not going to be with Lindsey on or near her birthday. I'm taking complete blame for this situation because, well honestly, it is my fault, however there's really not much I can do about it. It just sucks is all...and I know she's upset about the situation, however, I also know that she won't let it ruin her weekend which is all I can ask for I guess.
Just be careful please...