damn...i suck a little
eh, 10 seconds ago i felt like updating...now, not so much. moral of the story - i suck at life a little. i don't study nearly as much as i should, i stretch myself too thin between classes, applebees, financial aid, volleyball, friends, and homework. all i do is eat and smoke. i'm never home. i never sleep. i'm trying to be happy and not stress out about everything that comes up but i can't help it. i'm becoming emersed in what's going on politically more now than ever before and it's stressing me out even more. i'm stressing out about grad school and the GRE and my lack of incentive for a future profession. and mostly, i'm stressing out about how much i'm stressing out...talk about a catch-fucking-22.
all i can say is don't give up on me please. i'll get through this just like i've gotten through every other bout of depression / stress that i've experienced...
all i can say is don't give up on me please. i'll get through this just like i've gotten through every other bout of depression / stress that i've experienced...