can you tell a green field, fom a cold steel rail?
it is under way. my small project that is. hopefully it gets finished and not covered in dust at the bottom of a heap in a corner somewhere.
now i'm pissed off though, and i was on a roll with it. looks like when someone pisses me off it sucks creativity away like MAGIC!! fuck that.
i wish i had somehting to throw that A)wouldnt break B) wouldnt break something else and C) wouldnt get me into too much trouble.
DAMN it hate it. why do you have to be like that? you fucking moron. if you want something just fucking ASK for it, dont hint around it and try to be cute or beat around the bushes, ESPECIALLY when i look over and see you looking right at the mother fucking thing that you want. just fucking ask like a regular human...like this: hey...remember how you said you had my -insert item here-...can i have it? or..OR! even better: hey, can i have my -insert item-?? how bloody hard? how hard is it to be normal? jesus on a bike. dont give me a dissertaion on the weather or whatever and how nice it would be to have this thing that you've so precicely described. moron. dont be stupid. and dont treat me like *I* am stupid. becasue i am not. yeah. i'm nice...because i said i would be. and i said i'd be your fucking friend...and stupid me, i dont go back on THAT shit. NO. so now someone may ask well, if you do things, why dont you ask for favors in return? BECASUE YOU WONT EVEN GIVE ME THE FUCKING TIME OF DAY BECASUE YOU FUCKING HATE ME FOR NO GOD DAMNED REASON!! why should i expect you to actually take time out of your god knows HOW busy day and do even the tiniest thing for me, much less say hi. and i'm so tired of being a fucking answering service around her. it SUCKS. and i'm tired of people trying to be sneaky by saying one thing, and doing another, and causeing people to worry. that is bullshit. and mother fucker, you HELP. I DISLIKE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, its a DMANED good thing you arent here anymore. i would like nothing...well one thing more than to beat the living snot out of you. treat me like an imbecile. fuck off.
now i'm pissed off though, and i was on a roll with it. looks like when someone pisses me off it sucks creativity away like MAGIC!! fuck that.
i wish i had somehting to throw that A)wouldnt break B) wouldnt break something else and C) wouldnt get me into too much trouble.
DAMN it hate it. why do you have to be like that? you fucking moron. if you want something just fucking ASK for it, dont hint around it and try to be cute or beat around the bushes, ESPECIALLY when i look over and see you looking right at the mother fucking thing that you want. just fucking ask like a regular human...like this: hey...remember how you said you had my -insert item here-...can i have it? or..OR! even better: hey, can i have my -insert item-?? how bloody hard? how hard is it to be normal? jesus on a bike. dont give me a dissertaion on the weather or whatever and how nice it would be to have this thing that you've so precicely described. moron. dont be stupid. and dont treat me like *I* am stupid. becasue i am not. yeah. i'm nice...because i said i would be. and i said i'd be your fucking friend...and stupid me, i dont go back on THAT shit. NO. so now someone may ask well, if you do things, why dont you ask for favors in return? BECASUE YOU WONT EVEN GIVE ME THE FUCKING TIME OF DAY BECASUE YOU FUCKING HATE ME FOR NO GOD DAMNED REASON!! why should i expect you to actually take time out of your god knows HOW busy day and do even the tiniest thing for me, much less say hi. and i'm so tired of being a fucking answering service around her. it SUCKS. and i'm tired of people trying to be sneaky by saying one thing, and doing another, and causeing people to worry. that is bullshit. and mother fucker, you HELP. I DISLIKE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW, its a DMANED good thing you arent here anymore. i would like nothing...well one thing more than to beat the living snot out of you. treat me like an imbecile. fuck off.