i'd be crazy not to fall

Mar 21, 2008 00:57

I amaze myself at how well I always ruin things.

I quit my job today. I just couldn't do it. I hate it. And I can't just stick it out. What's wrong with me? I just left. I have bills to pay that I can't pay for anyways... and I just walk out. And spend the rest of the afternoon divided between job applications and crying for being so stupid. And hating my life so much.

I want things to be the way they were. The way there were right after I dropped out of tech. At Five Guys. With enough money to get by. And Jonathan. And things just feeling okay.

I just miss things feeling okay.
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