Mar 11, 2008 20:14
I just wish that people could get it. No matter what you say or what you do, they won't understand. You can't control addiction. All you can do is try to help.
At first, Jonathan just made it worse. But not now. He tries to help. He still doesnt understand it. Not even a little bit. But he tries. And he has helped. Alot. I went from cutting myself multiple times each day... and now, it's not very often at all.
You can't threaten people. Telling them that you're gonna leave will NOT make them stop. More likely it will make them want to do it more because it becomes the only thing in your life that you have control over. I know how that feels. It doesn't help.
So stop it? Okay?