Question Life

[jaded_in_style]

I have a question.  What do you do when you don't know what to do?  This question was posed to me in one of my classes some time ago.  What ever it is you do when you don't know what to do, is exactly what needs to happen.  I know that sounds like a mouth full of "what did she just say?" but it makes perfect sense after it's thought about for a while.  I'm in a space right now where I don't really know what to do.  And, what I do when I don't know what to do is pray.  I've been told that I also shut down.  That's happened a time or two lately.  And, that's what I feel like doing now.  I don't want to go to my job. All I want to do is sleep and hope that when I wake up things will be better.  Depression is a serious thing.  It creeps up on a person when they least expect it and there's very little a person can do to prevent it.  I've tried doing happy things, unusual things that might change my way of feeling but that doesn't work.  So, I try to "be happy in whatever state I'm in."  That's in the Bible, too.  I guess I would suggest that what I do when I don't know what to do is also write.  I love to write.  I write and it flushes out the soul.  Whatever feelings I have are flushed out onto the page and there's nothing like that feeling when I finish writing.  It's almost like the emotions are poured out onto the page and left there for someone else to find when they read whatever it is that has been wrtten.

So, what do you do when you don't know what to do?