idialistic future
im thrilled to tell you this
ive found something that i can look forward to.
isnt too exciting but its just enough to make it worth it
but that is as far i can go in to it
you would be worried.
so i was also thinking
drugs?
they work
or maybe more jesus
cuz i was always happy when i had him in my life minus all the drugs and static that occupies my life as we speak.
study? i saw you... i know you saw me
''''' thats why you rushed out so fast '''''
im glad you did. avoid conversation. i had so much to say to you and i know i wouldnt have said any of it
"please back away and let me go" " i cant my darling i love you so"
ithinkyouhatemenow??? why what happened?
i got up early and went and had to memorize the whole flippin menu for work... its going to take me about 3 more hours ... ridicules!! but my friend was there and he had to study for the same thing. sucks.
i got a message from TJ that made me smile..
do you ever let your mind wonder and imagine that person just showing up at your house at the most unexpected time and they make everything ok because you know that @ least
they care?
wouldnt it be nice.
I HAVNT DRANK IN OVER A MONTH!!! YEY FOR ME..
maybe i should get back to that? would that work?
wish me luck and kiss me.....
i think i may have loved you and didnt realize it
youve had your chance so say
GOODBYE
... 6 pounds later!! woot woot
ive found something that i can look forward to.
isnt too exciting but its just enough to make it worth it
but that is as far i can go in to it
you would be worried.
so i was also thinking
drugs?
they work
or maybe more jesus
cuz i was always happy when i had him in my life minus all the drugs and static that occupies my life as we speak.
study? i saw you... i know you saw me
''''' thats why you rushed out so fast '''''
im glad you did. avoid conversation. i had so much to say to you and i know i wouldnt have said any of it
"please back away and let me go" " i cant my darling i love you so"
ithinkyouhatemenow??? why what happened?
i got up early and went and had to memorize the whole flippin menu for work... its going to take me about 3 more hours ... ridicules!! but my friend was there and he had to study for the same thing. sucks.
i got a message from TJ that made me smile..
do you ever let your mind wonder and imagine that person just showing up at your house at the most unexpected time and they make everything ok because you know that @ least
they care?
wouldnt it be nice.
I HAVNT DRANK IN OVER A MONTH!!! YEY FOR ME..
maybe i should get back to that? would that work?
wish me luck and kiss me.....
i think i may have loved you and didnt realize it
youve had your chance so say
GOODBYE
... 6 pounds later!! woot woot