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This is a retraction to the entry that came before this. This one, obviously will remain public.
I still will not mention names in case you never knew who the two girls were.
There was a major discrepancy yesterday that I take full responsibility for. What happened was totally misunderstood. What any of you read was only my side of the story.
Everyone was laughing at the boy who gave the reaction toward Michelle because he was afraid of her. The other two girls came over to ask us what had gone on, but instead emotions went wild and some things were said on an impulse.
The girls figured that we would not listen to what they had to say, so they left.
In a very upset state, I did not talk to either of the girls and proceeded to write the previous entry. (If you missed it, do not worry about it)
It was very wrong of me to do this. It was a betrayal of friendship that is completely unforgivable. At that point, I just wasn't worried about that because I figured that if I ruined anything, I didn't need people that were that insensitve in my life. The truth was, they didn't need anyone in THEIRS who was capable of thinking so lowly of them and making such horrible assumptions.
I'm not sure what it was that made me believe that, perhaps it's just hard to argue with what you're seeing right in front of your face. Even so, I certainly should have talked with them about it first.
So I learned two really valuable lessons in difficult ways in the past two days. Was it worth upsetting people and losing something really valuable? Of course not. I'm not sure if it is even worth anything at all yet, hopefully it will be something. Whatever it may be, I know it will never equal what I destroyed.
I still will not mention names in case you never knew who the two girls were.
There was a major discrepancy yesterday that I take full responsibility for. What happened was totally misunderstood. What any of you read was only my side of the story.
Everyone was laughing at the boy who gave the reaction toward Michelle because he was afraid of her. The other two girls came over to ask us what had gone on, but instead emotions went wild and some things were said on an impulse.
The girls figured that we would not listen to what they had to say, so they left.
In a very upset state, I did not talk to either of the girls and proceeded to write the previous entry. (If you missed it, do not worry about it)
It was very wrong of me to do this. It was a betrayal of friendship that is completely unforgivable. At that point, I just wasn't worried about that because I figured that if I ruined anything, I didn't need people that were that insensitve in my life. The truth was, they didn't need anyone in THEIRS who was capable of thinking so lowly of them and making such horrible assumptions.
I'm not sure what it was that made me believe that, perhaps it's just hard to argue with what you're seeing right in front of your face. Even so, I certainly should have talked with them about it first.
So I learned two really valuable lessons in difficult ways in the past two days. Was it worth upsetting people and losing something really valuable? Of course not. I'm not sure if it is even worth anything at all yet, hopefully it will be something. Whatever it may be, I know it will never equal what I destroyed.