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well hello ladies...and ladies *says in sexy voice*. i'm back! and for those of you who haven't been caught up to speed on current events, i, for the past week, have been in a mental institution. now i know what you're thinking...and you're wrong. i chose to go completely and fully of my own free will. (decided i needed a vacation *lol*) no but really,i voluntarily signed myself into a mental institution. and it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. it was kind of fun actually. i got to pretend i was crazy (not really). but i got some time to clear my head and think about some stuff that i now understand. i met alot a very interesting people (mostly women *hehe*) all of which i plan to keep in touch with, and those whose numbers i don't have, they will forever be in my heart. so while i'm in this mental institution for being suicidal and homicidal my current ex significant other tells me that she's been doing some "heart searching" and she thinks we're not right for each other "right now." now ladies and gentlemen...and jess. do you think that's something you should tell someone who's in the mental institution....i don't think it is. but the fact remains that it happened. she said that. and my reaction was...i cried i bawled my eyes out. i ran into the bathroom and i cried and i screemed. i felt so betrayed. it hurt so bad...... SIKE!!!!!!! j/k *LOL* i didn't cry *lmao* but i got cha didn't i? ha no but really i felt more relieved than anything, especially when she calls me up the night after like "oh i'm so worried about kalib i think he's dead" but you all know what i think about that so i don't have to say a word.........except......that i don't really care. tell me why would i care about some bastard who broke up my relationship...yea right. but i'm not hateing, just venting. so anyway back to the good part of my "vacation" *lol* as deidra so elegantly put it i was "pimpin' it in the pshyc ward." *chuckles* not pimpin' exactly....just being friendly *looks down at shoes* nah just playing. they're just friends...but if anyone would like details as to how friendly we got just ask *wink* j/k but all in all everyone was nice and not too many big things happened. the food wasn't so good but you could always ask for something else. the beds sucked i couldn't sleep the whole time i was there. my room mates were intersting. one of my room mates came in as a hooker. she was cool. there's some other stuff i'm going to write about but i'm tired of writting. so..stay fresh, stay cool, and stay clean.
*MUAH*
*MUAH*