Dec 29, 2004 22:02
i have decided i'm a dickhead.
how can i like the same guy for 3 years?
gosh, i feel like such a idiot. i can be such a loser some times.
gosh everything is out of timing at the moment!
damn it sucks!
on christmas eve i went to christmas carols with christine. i met shaun, omg he was hot. he was funny, only i got his jokes and he got my jokes.
rachel and erika broke up. i never actually knew that either one of them were lesbian.
ben is now off life support (i dont know if i wrote about that in here). well anyway, ben was in a car accident and he went on life support.
i now have that constant guilty feeling again, and i dont know why.