geez
i think i have begun to rethink my life and everything that has been a part of it up until this point... I realize that things can never stay the same... and i notice that i am changing... I don't know whether it is for the better or not... but it is different and new... and what i guess i mean to say is... i don't know whats going on with me right now... but I know that when this huge *blur* ends... I will be very diferent...at least I hope so... this pathetic phase needs to end now!