it seems as though... i have awakened?
ok... do i like to torture myself emotionaly or what... *hint= its not "what"*.... ok me and mia can never be...right?... yeah... it finally sank in... after saying it over and over again didn't work... knowing he had feelings for an actual attainable person did it... and it did it well... i feel so free... and yet so reluctant to let go... the thing is though... this whole thing... didn't... break me... its the only that has amazed me... but then there is this eevil little voice in my head that says it s because i will always have some hope... and i wanna take that hope... and kill it... kill it a lot...