forty-eight ways to say...

[jaded_believer]

"for all we know
this void will grow,
and everything's in vain." - Seether, "Rise Above This"

i wonder how Kurt felt
after that last set on camera.
if he felt the weight of the world on him,
if he felt the pull of history.

i wonder if he felt alone
in his last days,
if he felt misunderstood.
i wonder if he knew what lives
he had touched -
would touch -
i wonder if he cared,
when he took that last shot.

i wonder if he felt like this.