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so you know that feeling when you can just about tell that everything can change if you want it to...i have that. i just dont know how to make it happen. I wanna reach out and do the things that no one knows i am capable of doing but i cant sacrifice everything i have now. i just dont know what is worth anything anymore. its nights like this where i am up til 3 in the morning that i realize there has to be something sufficently worng with me. I mean its just not okay to be thinking the things i am thinking.