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okay so this weekend was okay, i dont want to write it all out so here we go point to point
Friday
- matt came over in the afternoon
-he brought wienersnitchzal(have no clue how to spell that)
-we ate it then he left
-about 2 hours later i was stuck at the toilet puking
-every hour after that was spent at the pot throwing up nothing
- SUCKED ASS
-stoned sasha and dez came over to help, sorry if it was gross for you but you guys are the best for taking car of me =)
Sat.
-stayed home all day
-was incredibly hungry but could not eat
-then went to gorman that night agter convincing my mom that i was okay
-had a really good time with sash, dez,ryan,john,sean,lance, adn heather
- finally got to eat denny at 4:30 in the morning
Sun.
-chilled at sashs for the moring
-came home and did some homework
-went to the underoath show
-underminded = greatness
-puked there cuz my stomach is gay and i could not hang in the frount
-came home and could not sleep
-cryed most of the night
as for taday i had a complete breakdown. i hate this whole crapy thing i have going on right now. dont you think that if you love someone you should be with them. agh whatever everyting is "for the best" my ass if it was for the best then y do i feel like my heart is dying slowly. i have been crying all day and i cant stop it. i wish i could just stop feeling things all together then everythin would be okay. i would not have to deal with pain anymore and who cares about not feeling love its overated. eveything ends and that is the way it is. everyone dies alone.
Friday
- matt came over in the afternoon
-he brought wienersnitchzal(have no clue how to spell that)
-we ate it then he left
-about 2 hours later i was stuck at the toilet puking
-every hour after that was spent at the pot throwing up nothing
- SUCKED ASS
-stoned sasha and dez came over to help, sorry if it was gross for you but you guys are the best for taking car of me =)
Sat.
-stayed home all day
-was incredibly hungry but could not eat
-then went to gorman that night agter convincing my mom that i was okay
-had a really good time with sash, dez,ryan,john,sean,lance, adn heather
- finally got to eat denny at 4:30 in the morning
Sun.
-chilled at sashs for the moring
-came home and did some homework
-went to the underoath show
-underminded = greatness
-puked there cuz my stomach is gay and i could not hang in the frount
-came home and could not sleep
-cryed most of the night
as for taday i had a complete breakdown. i hate this whole crapy thing i have going on right now. dont you think that if you love someone you should be with them. agh whatever everyting is "for the best" my ass if it was for the best then y do i feel like my heart is dying slowly. i have been crying all day and i cant stop it. i wish i could just stop feeling things all together then everythin would be okay. i would not have to deal with pain anymore and who cares about not feeling love its overated. eveything ends and that is the way it is. everyone dies alone.