new chapter
okay so its 3:24 and i am sittin here same place as i left it about a month ago when i was hated, alone. i realize that this is diffrent on many levels but still lonely and i dont know why i feel i finally have closer, but i am still lonely there maybe somthing that i need but know i cannot ever have............... like a forbiden fruit.......thats what you are to me a forbidden fruit...........and i meant everything i said tonite i would rather be there for you then be with you cause in the long run you as a freind will be all i need.