I have a hard time letting go.
I've come to realize, I need time alone.
But Since I'm always working or doing school work, I want my only opportunity for true alone time to be spent with people I love & care about.
I know I'm loved.
I know the friends worth having are the ones that will still be there.
But the monotonous cycle of making enough money to be a full student is a rapid route to feeling lonely. A feeling I'm not used to.
If you're a soul that cures the sting
of this monotony,
I'll rest in your arms
until a seed
of doubt causes uncertainty.
Then I'll morn your loss before you're gone
to ease the pain it's gonna cause.
My guts always right,
prove it wrong.
I want to love, not fight.
But Since I'm always working or doing school work, I want my only opportunity for true alone time to be spent with people I love & care about.
I know I'm loved.
I know the friends worth having are the ones that will still be there.
But the monotonous cycle of making enough money to be a full student is a rapid route to feeling lonely. A feeling I'm not used to.
If you're a soul that cures the sting
of this monotony,
I'll rest in your arms
until a seed
of doubt causes uncertainty.
Then I'll morn your loss before you're gone
to ease the pain it's gonna cause.
My guts always right,
prove it wrong.
I want to love, not fight.