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i deleted my myspace and i am assuming people will still want to know about my life, so maybe i'll pick up here. for once.
i'm going through my usual seasonal depression, hence the myspace deletion. i am getting really annoyed with a lot of people lately... probably for no reason, but it festers. you know how it is.
i have really been feeling left out by a lot of people who i thought were good friends. i rarely ever get phone calls to hang out, or to go out, etc. i understand that i work a lot, and these past few weeks have been especially busy with the holidays and one of the girls from the salon got fired so i picked up some extra hours. i've just been feeling really lonely and so i've been throwing myself into work.
lonnie and i have been doing well, despite a few arguments... nothing major. and we always get over it. after this summer i don't think anything can stand in our way. we're definitely the strongest couple i know, and i'm not bragging.
i am really missing some old friends of mine lately. i miss feeling REAL and feeling like i have girlfriends who want me to be around them. i really miss having someone to run to when i need them to be there for me. i lost that a long time ago.
lonnie started working tonight, he'll be working 9PM - 4AM three days a week. i am really happy for him because i know that he'll be glad to get out of the house and we'll both actually have money. we're trying to save up to move to florida some time before our lease is up with this apartment in september. i will be glad to get out of syracuse and all the fake-ness that comes with living here.
anyway, i am freezing and i have christmas gifts to wrap before lonnie gets home.
i'm going through my usual seasonal depression, hence the myspace deletion. i am getting really annoyed with a lot of people lately... probably for no reason, but it festers. you know how it is.
i have really been feeling left out by a lot of people who i thought were good friends. i rarely ever get phone calls to hang out, or to go out, etc. i understand that i work a lot, and these past few weeks have been especially busy with the holidays and one of the girls from the salon got fired so i picked up some extra hours. i've just been feeling really lonely and so i've been throwing myself into work.
lonnie and i have been doing well, despite a few arguments... nothing major. and we always get over it. after this summer i don't think anything can stand in our way. we're definitely the strongest couple i know, and i'm not bragging.
i am really missing some old friends of mine lately. i miss feeling REAL and feeling like i have girlfriends who want me to be around them. i really miss having someone to run to when i need them to be there for me. i lost that a long time ago.
lonnie started working tonight, he'll be working 9PM - 4AM three days a week. i am really happy for him because i know that he'll be glad to get out of the house and we'll both actually have money. we're trying to save up to move to florida some time before our lease is up with this apartment in september. i will be glad to get out of syracuse and all the fake-ness that comes with living here.
anyway, i am freezing and i have christmas gifts to wrap before lonnie gets home.