Jun 20, 2002 10:35
I have no idea when I wrote this because there's no date on it... I haven't used this binder for about 2 years or so... but I found this in one of the many pockets:
lost in darkness and alone
no lights are on and no one is home
I've been forsaken in a world of light
I just don't fit in with this world, this life
my heart aches for elusive true love
I feel it calling from below, but silence from above
who am I supposed to be in this play?
or do I just make it up from day to day?
my mind reels from all my thoughts
from all the disappointment, pain and loss
I can't understand how I started so high
only to fall so far to beg my body to die
how can I go on forelorn?
if I cease existence would anyone mourn?
I beg for death to embrace me now...
© Jade Strome