Back? Mmmm... maybe.

[jade_faith]

All right, so it's officially been ages since I've updated this thing and I really don't have much of a good reason with the exception that I've been more involved in gaming than in blogging. As of the moment, I'm trying to get back in the course of real life as opposed to vicariously living my life through a virtual one. Gaming has consumed up a lot of my time to where it's become an addiction and even my family has expressed their concerns a few times over this. It was not until a few moments when I realized, I need to return to life, return to volunteering, keep up on blogs; just basically be me again. In fact, I didn't perform so well this semester due to gaming and I realize it's become a problem. I need to find a balance and with the coming of the new year I'm going to get off my fat ass and find a job while applying to the University of South Florida so I can get more science credits that will look remarkable on my transcripts when I apply for zookeeping school finally. Meh, I'm gonna try to break myself of the habit starting with returning to the SPCA on Tuesday and make it regular part of my life again.

I've been really wrapped up and even now I admit that I've been wrapped up to where my shrink even dropped me, but luckily I've been doing okay emotionally but still I need to have frequent visits of visiting BOTH a shrink and therapist. I need to go out and see my friends more and essentially have my family cease worrying about me.

All in all, I have my days where I am up and down, but I need to develop some priorities and stop talking about false starts.

And yes, I'm off to read your entries now my loves. <3