Private - Relapse
I am the scum of the Earth.
...well, I may not be, but I certainly feel like it. I know it doesn't help that I'm wallowing in my own self made depression. I suppose it feels like penance, not that it does anyone any good. Being the selfish person that I am, I'm not even sure if I'm feeling bad for anyone but myself.
This is all so frustrating. If I can't make it work with someone as great as Noriko, what sort of future do I have to look forward to?
Fuck this. All this is doing is making me want to toss my laptop across the room. Abusing sleeping aids, here I come.
...well, I may not be, but I certainly feel like it. I know it doesn't help that I'm wallowing in my own self made depression. I suppose it feels like penance, not that it does anyone any good. Being the selfish person that I am, I'm not even sure if I'm feeling bad for anyone but myself.
This is all so frustrating. If I can't make it work with someone as great as Noriko, what sort of future do I have to look forward to?
Fuck this. All this is doing is making me want to toss my laptop across the room. Abusing sleeping aids, here I come.