Private - Pulling away, turning inward

[jade_d_green]

I've been spending less time with my friends and Noriko. I know I shouldn't be but this thing with Ichijouji keeps bothering me. I never should have talked to him again. I should have just thrown that book away. It's like... I went into rehab, and I was getting better. Then I went and started using again and it's made me sick again.

...I don't know what I'm talking about anymore. I'm just rambling on and on. My head's a constant jumble of words.