May 03, 2005 01:15
i found out this weekend that i don't get to see my grandmother before she passes away from her brain cancer. she was supposed to come back up north but she's fading too fast now and can't travel. she is literaly on her death bed. this makes me cry a lot but i know that she has lived an amazing life and has experienced much. if it were not for her then charlie would never have married my mom, let her follow her dream in divinity school to become a minister and let her spend more time with myself and pam, and i would not have had an amazing step dad who has given me so much more than my biological father. granmother is amazing and it is hard to hear of her declining state more and more. she only had a week and a half or so left in this world physicly but she will always be with me mentaly and in my heart. please, send her your love and caring while the final stages her her cancer take over what an amazing woman she is and will always be in my mind and heart. I love you Gramcracker!