i give up trying to keep everyone happy, so here goes...
what a week! (or 2)
2 mondays ago adam invited me to hang out.
it was awesome and we have a ton in common, though many things different too.
we've been hanging out every day, in the scene shop, in his dorm, in class, my place.
we started dating last friday and its been so awesome.
i'm really happy with how everything's going.
i've been happy...it feels like its been too long since thats been the case.
i fall asleep thinking about him and i wake up just to count the time till i get to see him again.
i just don't want this to get fucked up.
i feel like i fail miserably when it come to a good relationships.
but i like him, a lot.
and i want this to work so bad.
he makes me feel good about myself and excited about life again.
i was scared that i had lost all passion for life, no reason to get up in the morning, no reason to do anything but sit on my ass smoking butts and bowls.
i guess i was wrong, which is deff a good thing.
adam's stayin over at the apartment sat. and sun. which should be a good time.
something about falling asleep next to a warm body is very comfortable.
speaking of sleep, i guess i should head in that direction, even if it is alone.
goodnight
2 mondays ago adam invited me to hang out.
it was awesome and we have a ton in common, though many things different too.
we've been hanging out every day, in the scene shop, in his dorm, in class, my place.
we started dating last friday and its been so awesome.
i'm really happy with how everything's going.
i've been happy...it feels like its been too long since thats been the case.
i fall asleep thinking about him and i wake up just to count the time till i get to see him again.
i just don't want this to get fucked up.
i feel like i fail miserably when it come to a good relationships.
but i like him, a lot.
and i want this to work so bad.
he makes me feel good about myself and excited about life again.
i was scared that i had lost all passion for life, no reason to get up in the morning, no reason to do anything but sit on my ass smoking butts and bowls.
i guess i was wrong, which is deff a good thing.
adam's stayin over at the apartment sat. and sun. which should be a good time.
something about falling asleep next to a warm body is very comfortable.
speaking of sleep, i guess i should head in that direction, even if it is alone.
goodnight