just to be with you

[jade13]

she talks to me but as though i'm not really there...
I'm her time to waste in space....
till another movement catches her point of view...
she walks and talks....
like i'm not even there.....
it not the same with ever case...
i wish i could hear her laugh at what i say....
but she moves aways as she walks and talks....
the shame of it all is that she is the one i....
cant say the words of tought....
rather i feel them closing in on me....
her smile makes the saddest person inch a grin....
but my smile make her turn all the while hiding the satisfaction.....
this sad case i'm in....
make me know i'm not the only one...
that feels...
but i'm the only one that knows....
HOW THIS MAKES ME SCREAM....
INSIDE i feel the burn...
i should stop and yell just so you can hear me voice and the pain you make me feel....
Oh just to be with you i could only dream...
i know you know i feel this way but you just play me like a chord....
That sounds so sweet yet so bitter.....
If i could feel your touch...
you would feel mine.....
but im still looking on like the world is moving and im just standing looking like i know what im doing....
Where is this going.....