PIEE.

Dec 28, 2008 05:26

Are you still stalking this blog?

新しいの作ったんだけど、読みたいなら教えてあげるよ?

ね。

The text you read before, it was all true.

鬱のことなんだけど。

Japan ruined me. It all came rushing back to me during that year.

You finally made me realise that people just cannot be trusted. I tried so hard to believe in you, as my last tiny bit of resort. But I was betrayed.

My condition is worse than ever, and it is all your fault.

I hated you so much for not listening to me. Instead, you heard all the lies my host family, actually several of them, told you.

I might be still just a kid in your country, but I was always an honest kid.

You sent me home because my hosts made me stay out for the whole night in a city I did not know at all. I stayed in a dangerous neighbourhood because my hosts wouldn't pick me up.

Because of you I now hold an unmanageable big grudge against all the Japanese.

I also am seriously depressed.

However, I never regretted my decision to move to Japan, and am now thinking of going back to the land that crushed me and my whole life.

その時あなたに会いに行きます。

http://yaplog.jp/daradaraien/archive/81

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