so. life is once again ridiculous and hectic. i know have two jobs. no money. no drive. i just want somebody to make me feel loved. i'm miserable on the inside for real. i was just reading my entires on this journal and i realized i never mentioned i dumped ben. he was mad gay. i seem so melodramatic on this thing. and random.
me and aubrey are going to get an apartment.
he is the only constant thing in my life: