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Wow. I feel like I'm the only one I know who hasn't made a new friend. I used to hang out with Nicole Britni and Tori but they all have new people to hang out with; Like Nicole has Lisa, Britni has Karen, Jenna has Deb and Caiti, and Tori has Rebecca. It's like everyone around me has friends in this town they can hang out with but my friends I'm used to hanging out with from being with Shane so long live in Quincy or Abington and I can't always rely on hanging out with them because they all have their own lives with the friends they have that live in their towns. And I realize that me being with Shane for long had me drift away from my friends here in Braintree because the times I could hang out with them and I had the chance to I would already have plans with Shane, and even when we hung out together like Nicole Tori Britni Shane and I it would just be weird because it wouldn't be "Just the girls" and we couldn't talk about the things we would if Shane wasn't there.
I miss hanging out with Nicole, Tori, and Britni, like just walking to Chili's, gettin' something to eat then going to try on crazy clothes at Marshall's, or going to Sweetie's ((which is now 'The Shoppe')) but we could only do that in the spring/summer. Or like. . . going to Brooke's and McDonald's or even just going over one another's houses for a few hours to hang out and watch TV and talk or whatever.
When we had the giant snowstorm and we couldn't get driven any where the first day I realized how much I missed that, because we all hung out all day and we didn't do that in awhile. I probably should be telling them that and not my journal but I'm pretty sure they read my journal so it's O.K.
Anyways, when Britni and I went to Shaw's on Wed. and all the stuff we talked about helped me realize how much I missed hanging out with them too and I miss the things that only we would talk about but now they have other people to talk about it with and I just hold it all in until I talk to Christian. And talking to Tori for 20 minutes in her driveway not realizing how long we were there for made me realize how much I missed hanging out so much too. But I feel like everyone always has plans so I feel like I just need to sit here and talk to myself or my journal, because Nicole is usually with Lisa at Marcus' games or what not on Friday's and Tori is usually with Rebecca at the basketball games then hanging out afterwards all weekend. I feel like if I try to make plans they will just get broken so I shouldn't even try anymore so I don't.
But yeah, that's about all I needed to say. . . ~Jacqui