I didn't mean to fall in love with you..
First off: Jenna, I think you have NO right what-so-ever telling Shane what I write in my journal. If I wanted him to see I would send him the link. The reason I made him a completly different journal that only he could read was so he didn't have to worry about what was going into this one. Also, stop trying to break our friendship up because we ( Read more... )
do you actually think i care about what you write in here. can we say attention craver? Please. your opinion means absolutely nothing to me. But since your so confused, let me clear a few things up for you:
1) I didn't realize that shane didnt know about that entry and that you had a separate journal for him to read. I asked him what was going on between you two, cause the last time I talked to either of you, you guys were friends. Shane is my friend too, and I was just wondering if you guys were fighting or not. Im not trying to break up your friendship, so you can just quit jumping to conclusions and everything.
2)When did you ever make me cry? Im not that pathetic, I would never even think about crying over you. And, people shouldnt be scared of me, because Im not intimidating, and I dont do random shit to people who dont deserve it.
3)..About youth group. If the people at yg have a problem with me let them come to me with it. I dont act like a bitch at yg, I have fun and make friends. another thing, : how have I changed? Yeah you said Im "a total bitch to you" , but thats not a very broad topic to talk about so..that doesnt really tell me how i've changed thats just your opinion. Im not going to stop coming to youth group because you claim "they're so sick of me". Frankly, your the only person that has actually said you have a problem with me, so from the looks of it, it seems your by yourself.
4) The thing about Dinny, yeah i didnt know it was a quiz so get over it. And the whole suicide thing 2 years ago? i wasnt even referring to that. check your journal, you "vented" about doing pills, that's what i was referring to.
-So basically you've wrote about me in your livejournal, talked about me to people that dont even live in braintree, and told people at youth group? Thats pretty pathetic that I'm all you can talk about, especially seeing that you called me a bitch about.. a month ago and your still obsessing over it? writing things in your journal about me isnt going to make you gain friends, its going to make the friends you have get pissed at you- they already have. You dont know me well enough to even bitch about me in your journal, and to me- thats pretty desperate.
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1. If you didn't know then you probably shouldn't have said anything about it and kept your mouth shut. And all it seems like you're trying to do is break up our friendship.
2. Uhm in like October or November when Dan liked you. I flipped at you for leading him on and using him at the mall to get a guy to stop staring at you. You told Dan and he flipped at me and told me you called him and you were crying because of me. Yeah Dan tells me almost everything.
3. I'm the only one at youth group willing to tell you all this. Because people talk to me about this and I'm not the kind of person that keeps their mouth shut.
4. The whole pill thing that happened in December.. Yeah that wasn't to kill myself. Check with some people at school because I know that they have OD'd for fun before. Mine wasn't for fun, but it wasn't to kill myself either.
-Basically the people that don't live in Braintree are the people in youth group. If you took a minute to check the friends I have in other towns they all go to youth group. And you're the one who brought up me calling you a bitch to Shane-which you brought up on Wednsday night... And if my friends are pissed at me they are known to tell me and so far no one has. And I'm bitching about you in my journal because I feel like it. Because I don't have a real journal because I'm to lazy to keep one. I don't do it to seem desperate and I don't do it to gain or lose friends. I don't care who sees it and I don't care what people comment about it. I just do it. I don't try to make people hate you and I don't try friends that I have that don't know you ((like Nicole)) say things about you. She did that on her own. And the cool thing to do is seriously get Deb to comment in my journal to. So you're a hypocrite, saying that I'm desperate talking to my friends about you when you're doing the same thing.
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-and the od'ing thing? so you dont do it for fun or to kill yourself? right see here's the diff. between you and me. i dont pick hobbies that are harmful to me, for instance, OD'ing on your free time? i bet that takes a lot of effort.
and from what i know i talked to karen today and she has abs. not problem with me. so ..again your on your own with this one, without getting the rest of your friends involved.
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It isn't a fuckin' hobby do you not understand that. Something you did twice is not a hobby. So shut up about that one to.
And I'm not alone on this one because I know other people are with me. People talk Jenna. Get used to it.
And I'm not stupid. People tell me that you IM them and say "Are you friends with Jacqui still?" and then you either sign off or go "Oh, then I can't talk to you anymore."
Get over yourself we are going to have some of the same friends and you're going to need to get used to that.
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and yeah i know people talk, but it doesnt mean you have to tell them shit about everything. and this fight isnt over a guy..then what is it about hm?
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