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If I could go back 7 years: I would appreciate the innocence of Barbies and slumber parties, and I would have tried to make more friends so I'm not like how I am now.
If I could go back 5 years: I would have tried harder in Mr. Murray's class and never run into Allie Thorne's car door causing me to chip my front teeth
If I could go back 3 years: I would be less concerned with O-Town and N*Sync and all the other boy bands and try to dedicate myself more to school
If I could go back 2 years: I would have dedicated myself to school more and I would have dedicated myself to the youth group and friends and not trying to have a relationship with a guy. And I wouldn't have talked to Josh Bugg causing some messed up stuff to happen.
If I could go back one year: I would have talked to Shane more and been more open with him maybe making it so we didn't break up so much. I would have dedicated myself more to school and I would have told Shevonne how much I miss her
If I could go back 6 months: I wouldn't have tried to cause tenstion between my friends and I and tried not to get so close to Tyler even though I am so glad I did because hes such an awesome friend
If I could go back 2 months: I wouldn't have told Shane about Mike Romano causing some tension between him and shane and me and him and shane and I
If I could go back 1 month: I wouldn't have opened up so much to the youth group revealing almost my whole past to them.
If I could go back 1 week i would: probably not sat in the dumpster and call myself white trash... I would have tried to talk to my brother more. And picked a house over the mall....
If I could go back 1 day i would: not get a hickey :-\ yeah you needed to know that....
If I could go back 6 hours I would: still be sleeping
If I could go back 1 hour I would: not have spazzed at my mom and grandma for making me keep getting up to help them.
If I could go back 10 minutes I would: try to keep myself from crying because my emotions are so messed up right now :-\