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for a while i was feeling like i was in a big rut. i didn't really have direction in my life at all past the end of this year. things weren't working out badly in my life really, but things weren't working out exactly well either: i got in a bit of a beef with my mom a couple weeks ago and we haven't actually had a chance to speak in person since; i'm running out of money, and owe a lot to various people (see earlier post for details); school has become boring and i just can't wait for it to end; failure on the boy scene, yet again; and other tiny little things that were just annoyingly blah.
almost a week ago, a plan started to form in my mind. a plan for the next two years or so (again, see earlier post for details). the plan sorta takes me to russia, then back here, then ends me in finland for an as yet undermined amount of time. since coming up with this plan, i have felt much better. i have no idea why i want to go to finland, but just thinking about it makes me feel really excited. does anyone else get bizarre yearnings like this? i mean seriously, finland of all places!! and yet i really extremely excited to go there.
almost a week ago, a plan started to form in my mind. a plan for the next two years or so (again, see earlier post for details). the plan sorta takes me to russia, then back here, then ends me in finland for an as yet undermined amount of time. since coming up with this plan, i have felt much better. i have no idea why i want to go to finland, but just thinking about it makes me feel really excited. does anyone else get bizarre yearnings like this? i mean seriously, finland of all places!! and yet i really extremely excited to go there.