Jul 12, 2004 20:30
I am having a lot of conflicting and confusing emotions right now. About who I am, what I want from those that I love, and the perceptions that have shaped my life from it's beginnings. I cried a lot on Saturday night for rather silly reasons, but now that I think about it they were about more than what I thought they were at face value. Since then I havn't cried at all, but I've felt a little sad in a quiet sort of way. Maybe not sad. something that I can't quite describe and I'm not sure if I want it to last.
I feel like a completely different person than the person who I was a few days ago. Maybe I am. I wonder if when I get back, you'll ever know the difference.