falling ...
short of expectations.
again.
always.
i need christmas break to be here,
i'm getting so stressed over all of
the little things and it's driving me
crazy. college comp is killing me &
family drama is getting ridiculous.
haha worst case of senioritis.
story of my life, basically. <3
then i've been feeling super insecure
about relationships with nick and with
the girls lately ;; i'm not good enough,
i'm just annoying, it'd be better without
me, i'm never wanted, blahblahblahh.
i know it's all a load of crap, but it still
gets to me sometimes. like now . =[
oh, and i hate new york snowstorms.
i can't waste time, so give it a moment ;;
i realize that nothing is broken.
no need to worry about everything i've done,
live every second like it was my last one. <3