thanksgiving.
so today was good ;; family, food & football <3
jenn, ei, cara & i went and saw this christmas.
when i got home, i had a huugee breakdown
and ended up sobbing through a two hour
conversation with the parentals. it was needed
though, i've been bottling shit up for months now.
i have some new stuff to worry about after
talking to them though, but i'll deal with that later.
basically i just need to grow a backbone,
stop being wishywashy and learn to have
confidence in myself again. then i'll be fine.
whatever, i'm getting up in three hours to
shop, then i'm working and maybe hanging
out with nick? so i just really need sleep.
because she's just the way she is,
but no one's told her that's okay. <3
jenn, ei, cara & i went and saw this christmas.
when i got home, i had a huugee breakdown
and ended up sobbing through a two hour
conversation with the parentals. it was needed
though, i've been bottling shit up for months now.
i have some new stuff to worry about after
talking to them though, but i'll deal with that later.
basically i just need to grow a backbone,
stop being wishywashy and learn to have
confidence in myself again. then i'll be fine.
whatever, i'm getting up in three hours to
shop, then i'm working and maybe hanging
out with nick? so i just really need sleep.
because she's just the way she is,
but no one's told her that's okay. <3