college.
so i've officially been a college student for just over a week.
classes haven't been too bad yet, but i know they're going
to pick up really soon, since last week was the first week
here. i have to remember though, that i'm not a senior in
high school anymore and senioritis has to go out the door.
social life has been pretty awesome ;; the twins are
definitely alot more outgoing once you get to know them,
which has been a huge relief. i'm just worried that since
i'm not around here all the time that i'm going to fall out
of place a little bit on the social scene, but we'll see.
thenn there's soccer. i love the game, i really do. and playing
last saturday felt so comfortable and like home to me, but
it's still really tough. the girls are alright, but definitely not
heartwarmingly welcoming. they're pretty clique'y but i guess
that's something you find anywhere .. and practices are
kicking my asssssss. starting a week and half after everyone
else really kills you, i didn't realize how much you fall behind
after so little time. but i'm doing what i can to catch up, it's just
uber stressful trying to do better at that and balance my time
with that, classes, social life, and working, which i start
back up tomorrow.
somehow i also have to fit in time for this student ambassador
thing too, or else i lose my meal plan scholarship thing? bahh,
i'm definitely taking on more than i was expecting to for a first
semester. but hey, hopefully it'll make me prioritize and figure
out what i need to be focusing on and make me grow up faster.
obviously i still have my typical insecurities, but i'm not letting
it get to me. socially // academically // physically // whateverr.
i'll work it out. that's what this college thing is all about, right?
you're not alone ;;
there's more to this, i know.
you can make it out,
you will live to tell. <3
classes haven't been too bad yet, but i know they're going
to pick up really soon, since last week was the first week
here. i have to remember though, that i'm not a senior in
high school anymore and senioritis has to go out the door.
social life has been pretty awesome ;; the twins are
definitely alot more outgoing once you get to know them,
which has been a huge relief. i'm just worried that since
i'm not around here all the time that i'm going to fall out
of place a little bit on the social scene, but we'll see.
thenn there's soccer. i love the game, i really do. and playing
last saturday felt so comfortable and like home to me, but
it's still really tough. the girls are alright, but definitely not
heartwarmingly welcoming. they're pretty clique'y but i guess
that's something you find anywhere .. and practices are
kicking my asssssss. starting a week and half after everyone
else really kills you, i didn't realize how much you fall behind
after so little time. but i'm doing what i can to catch up, it's just
uber stressful trying to do better at that and balance my time
with that, classes, social life, and working, which i start
back up tomorrow.
somehow i also have to fit in time for this student ambassador
thing too, or else i lose my meal plan scholarship thing? bahh,
i'm definitely taking on more than i was expecting to for a first
semester. but hey, hopefully it'll make me prioritize and figure
out what i need to be focusing on and make me grow up faster.
obviously i still have my typical insecurities, but i'm not letting
it get to me. socially // academically // physically // whateverr.
i'll work it out. that's what this college thing is all about, right?
you're not alone ;;
there's more to this, i know.
you can make it out,
you will live to tell. <3