addicted?
everything is changing so fast, and i'm scared
to death, but i cannot wait for it to finally hit. [:
things with nick and i are falling apart and i feel
like my attempts to save them are just frustrating
me more and going unnoticed by him. i don't
know, part of me wants to give up on the whole
thing, but a part of me just won't let go of him yet.
i leave for school one month from today. not for a
week of a summer camp or three days of orientation.
i'm leaving for my home for the next four years.
and i actually made friends? ridiculously stoked
about that, but i'm still so glad kath is going to be
there, too. i'm not going to lie, i'm a little nervous
because everyone has been giving me the "you guys
are going to get sick of each other and hate each
other" thing, but i don't think that will happen since
we have different majors and stuff. still, i super
don't like people being annoyed with me ..
anyway. just figured i'd update for the first time in ages.
p.s ;; i've prayed a couple times today,
maybe i'm coming back on the faith thing?!
i know it's getting rough,
all the times we spent
trying to make this love
something better than
just making up again ..<3
to death, but i cannot wait for it to finally hit. [:
things with nick and i are falling apart and i feel
like my attempts to save them are just frustrating
me more and going unnoticed by him. i don't
know, part of me wants to give up on the whole
thing, but a part of me just won't let go of him yet.
i leave for school one month from today. not for a
week of a summer camp or three days of orientation.
i'm leaving for my home for the next four years.
and i actually made friends? ridiculously stoked
about that, but i'm still so glad kath is going to be
there, too. i'm not going to lie, i'm a little nervous
because everyone has been giving me the "you guys
are going to get sick of each other and hate each
other" thing, but i don't think that will happen since
we have different majors and stuff. still, i super
don't like people being annoyed with me ..
anyway. just figured i'd update for the first time in ages.
p.s ;; i've prayed a couple times today,
maybe i'm coming back on the faith thing?!
i know it's getting rough,
all the times we spent
trying to make this love
something better than
just making up again ..<3